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Wednesday, August 11, 2010


So, I just spent the last three hours on the computer...2 hours I spent working on a grant application I need for my "Art vs Addiction" project, and the third hour was spent, trying to find it ( swear I saved it!) and failing miserably. It is now safe to say I am officially in the midst of a meltdown. I decided to blog about this because I need to remind myself why I keep trying so damn hard. I sometimes think that all this multitasking will eventually drive my off the edge. But I do all this because I LOVE to. I am passionate about sewing, designing, blogging, being mommy and helping people with addiction. WHY do I sometimes feel as if I had to choose? It´s like being asked to choose between your son and your daughter... yuck. There´s no way I could do it...I want it all! I want to keep seeing faces like kiddo up there, and making that angry little face smile and be a kid again... there is really nothing like it. I love all my "bad-boys" to death...I´ve told them before, they are my sons, brothers, husbands and best friends, they are like family.
They are what makes me say:
Nighty, night.
Sorry, no translation today
Perdón no habrá traducción de mi crisis mental el día de hoy... se las debo.


  1. Lo siento! I hope that things will look better in the morning.

  2. sorry about the bad day sweetie, I am right there with you on the meltdown, just about to have one... now, yep, just one of those days!

  3. Karencita, You know I luv ya! Don´t forget to write me one of those long meltdown e mails!!! Miss ya! Clau

  4. I can totally relate to this feeling. Finding a balance? Impossible.

  5. I hear ya, really I do. Life can be so hard and stressful, but if you keep doing what you love then, I think, things somehow manage to just get done. And about the "no translating today"- Ay, girl, that is another thing that is hard to keep up with while blogging. I know there are days I just want to say- NO MAS!- and only write in English, but then that would take away a part of who I am, right? So I continue on.

    All I can say that in days like the one you had...all you can do is stop-take a breath- look around at all the ones and things you love- be greatful that they are okay and smile. Clear your mind- and then when you feel a little calmer, go on. :)